Another sad day...

You are having just another normal day, preparing to leave work at 1 pm (as today it is your half day) and then your heart stops.
You feel numb.
Maybe it is only just a power surplus. But deep down you dont believe it. It is too obvious that it isnt, but you still want to believe.
Suddenly you start remembering names, remembering faces, people you know, people you like, that might be affected if not dead.
You go out and try to continue your normal life, you laugh and you dance, but the sadness and the tears are still inside.

The plot is thickening and I dont know where it will stop... I wonder when will people realize that death and destrution only brings more death and destrution... It doesnt bring us closer to God, or to Heaven.. It just brings us closer to chaos and void. And there is nothing after that.

I still havent heard about 2 of my friends that are studying and working in London, their mobile is not working and no answer to my emails. Maybe I should concentrate my efforts to know their whereabouts, but I guess Iam too afraid of what might be the reply.
However, something deep inside tells me their are alright... Inshallah.